Mr & Mrs Lau's Wedding

Finally it has all come to an end.... my task is done and I am free! Yeah, D & C's wedding! It took few months in process to think and figure out the whole gimmick, I would it is not easy when I came out the idea and getting other people to do it. The overall rating for the nite event would be 75% success only. I am proud to say that it was a good one but of course I can't ignore those weaknesses behind. Some people criticized and some complimented us (me and sean). Well, the mistake we did was the very details of the CHINESE PANTANG stuffs! But I have to say that I can't favor everyone there, most important is our groom and bride are fine with the outcome. One example is the gimmick we did and I used a blue scarf (matches my navy blue cheongsam)and ppl said that the colour is or funeral. So, it was a lesson to learn. lol! well, now I noted the weaknesses and I will improve from there. I starting to like this job! hopefully more to come.... lol!! I need to thank my partner in crime sean to make this wedding reception a success also.

You know what, I do realized that men always will be more outstanding than women in emcee career.... and my target is to be one of the women to success in this path. :P

It has been few weeks since the robbery incident, honestly I can't lie that I am still traumatized with the incident. Some frens asked how is he so dumb to show where he actually stays... come to think about it, I guess I can't even promise that I wont do the same thing like him. No one to blame but things are just so unlucky... and what surprised me now is his brother (the victim) is shifting himself to stay at hostel. He did not inform my family member at all, I found out when I saw a car parked at my house. I asked him if that is his fren and he opened the door and said... yeah, coz I am shifting out. I felt sad... coz I feel it is more because of this incident and his brother forced him to stay hostel. He told us that his brother did proposed he want to move out and his brother could stay, but at last the younger brother decided to move out. Hmmmm... I really pity for this guy. He is a quiet and obedient guy. Very straight forward and honest... u ask him few times ... he will tell everything... sigh! wish him all the best...

No more smiles

Ever since the robbery, I never sleep well, eat well and really smile. I always look tension n worried. Every night before I sleep I will do repeated action until I feel ok. I know this is not good and this is not healthy but I can't help it. My parents seems ok, because they don't get to hear many stories like I did. Like my mom, she still ride a bike to many places and this week she got to take care of her bosses' house!! She will never understand how dangerous it is and her life is NOT INSURED if anything happen!!! I advise, I told she never listen. She keeps thinkin of no problem! She never know how crazy an idiot thief could be when they r on drugs! Everything is in my head.... No one to share my worries!

My dad has got listening problem.... so he will not be sensitive with surroundings.and for that I do worry bout him too! Worries he might forget to lock the door, forget to switch off electricity....I don't know how long I could bear such worries. I thought my sister would at least come home and visit my parents. Just bcoz the heels is not at home, she chose not to come back. She never know that mom was blessed by GOD that she is still alive... coz without God's protection I guess she would have no choice to come back either visiting my mom at hospital or unwanted scene....

It has been more than a week since the robbery case, and I am still in worries. Worried doors are not lock, worrying all sorts of unpredictable misfortune agenda! I am so tired but I can't let go this feelings coz it's haunting me without fail... every night!It really kills me.... Imagine I am a bridesmaid for A's wedding and I have one 5cents acne on my face! It's so awful.... everytime when there is any big event, my face will grow acne!sigh~ I don't feel good.... everything! anything....

But then, after staying in A's house for a nite, I feel much better, in fact, they did not lock any doors yet everyone sleep soundly including me (except that the bed is too small for 2 gurls) I've seen many things in a day and I tell myself, only GOD can take my life... not these robbers or any inhumanity criminals. I read in Bible, GOD taught ppl to forgive... and I am learning not to remember it.... hopefully time really helps me to lessen this feelings

I am alone in my room... again my worries n fear haunting me! It only when it comes to night...and everytime at this kind of moments, I will ask myself...where are those people I always treated them like my buddy! I have no boundaries to help out my frens but when I needed someone the most.... ppl would set their boundaries.... I feel upset that no one is here with me when I need someone to accompany me and to walk through my darkest time.... I am really torn!

Now I know.....

I never rejected to anyone help/needs whom I define as "FRIENDS / BUDDY". But it seems that diff people may have diff type of sharing of love. I've not even overcome my trauma and now I am always alone in room! I wanted to share with my frens or at least they r here for me, but no one cares. Some think I will get over it and it's just small small peanuts. Well, not until the needle poke onto ur own skin...the pain is painless! So, they dun prioritize my feelings. I mean, what r frens for? To be sincerely there when he/she needed a fren the most rite! Apparently, no one is with me now...I am alone. Everyone suggest me to have frens for few days to overcome this... but no one is willing to be with me and to overcome my horrible experience!!! And some worried that they might ask for trouble coz dunno the robbers will come back again o not....

I am always there for any of my frens when they needed a fren... but it seems that there is no thing such as kind hearted! I guess is time for me to redefine my terms of calling ppl FRIENDS!

Hey everyone,
This is going to a the worst experience I've ever had this in my life. It started like this....

Ah chi (a guy who rented my room) went to Kepong for a drink with frens at station 1 (1230AM). But his frens din turn up on time, so he went to 7-Elevan (quite a distance) to buy reload card. So the moment he stepped into his car, 2 indian guys came forward and block his door and pointed him with a knife! He was told to give all his belongings....he refused. At the same time, his frens called to inform he arrived, so pressed 'answer' and then he shouted for help and that is when the indians got pissed. They dragged Ah chi to backseat (along 2 indians) and suddenly came up another indian as driver. So total were 4 in car. Ah chi was covered with helmet and his head was pushed down.He can't see anything... while his head was down, he was asked whether he has got money in bank and he replied NO. So, the suspects asked where he lived. He was beaten until he got no choice to tell he lived in OLD TOWN (MY HOUSE!!!!). While they were rounding for 3hours before they came to my house, and in between they actually picked up another 2fellas that took drug in the car. So total now is 5indians and ah chi!

At first, they were reluctant to go in coz there were number of cars in my house. They rounded my house few times and checked who are our family members! Ah chi, was in panicked and he told that the house seperated to 2 floors and as for my floor.... it is only my dad, the only man around with his bro..the rest are females! Now, they know who are there in my house, 4men went into the house and 1in car to take care ah chi! The moment ( my hearts starts to shiver again now...) they came up, they actually tried to open our doors but all locked. Finally he manage to open the last room where ah chi and his bro stays. He pointed the parang at his bro ( AH HONG) and asked him to take off his golds while the rest ransacked his room ( they took PC, PSP, money, ATM,IC)then blindfolded him.

After that, Ah hong heard they walked out... so he thought that they are leaving. A while later, they walked in and unfold his eyes and TOLD HIM TO GO NEXT ROOM TO KNOCK THEIR DOORS!!!!! So Ah hong was so scared but no choice coz the parang was on his neck! Ah hong, went to the door (christine's room and she was not asleep yet) and knocked slowly... so she find it strange and quickly call me, I told her I don't know also. I went to the door, try to listen what sound and even look down through the door hole... I saw shadows only. At that time, my doggie was already alert... he barked!

What pissed me was my mom was so smart that she open her door when she heard some noises!!!!! and when she found there were strangers, she quickly slam the door and lock it!!! During that time, one of the indian did try to hold the door with his parangs BUT failed!! my mom shouted to me asked me not to open the door, and my dad jumped up and shouted for help at the balcony!!! and i also shouted for help.... so dragged ah hong down...ran out the door and then threw him aside!!! they drove off the vios and ah chi was still inside!after 1/2 an hour..they called to ask for ATM pin number. Ah hong told them that he don't have any money in that account. so they instructed him to bank in!!! I did called the police..but they took 20min to arrive coz they were having their SAHUR before fasting!!! The inspector took more than 1/2hour to reach!!! Things and investigation was so bloody slow!!! Police told us to hold their time... while they try to detect...and the end they couldn't help much! coz.... ah hong came up the idea to use FriendFrinder (his ex used to check him with that)..we told the police and they dun even know what the heck is FRIEND FINDER!and asked us how we manage to find it! Then around 7am, we can't wait and we bank in the money... RM1300 coz v negotiated it. They let ah chi go... they left him at the mortuary at jln sg besi... we walked to a man and asked for location details... the man told him and he walked out and took a cab back to his restaurant (he's a chef) and woke up his colleagues that stayed in the hostel...

So, my whole day just running around from JPN, hospital and police station!Ah Chi n Ah Hong can't speak english or little bit of malay... So, I have to be their translator 24/7! Until now...I am still so emo... I dunno how to overcome it! So every time I remember Ah chi told them that our family only few of us and only 1 man, I worried they would come again........